Notebook
A monthly post of what I’m reading and how it relates to my teaching
Good Disagreements
When you’re in pain (acute or chronic), your body is having a bad disagreement with itself. How can you learn to disagree better with yourself?
a solution that fits into the ecology
In this wonderfully optimistic interview, Designer Bruce Mau talks about the failures of approaching problems and solutions as singular tasks. The movement equivalent of this way of thinking is to strengthen a weak shoulder or to stretch a tight one. This may lead to temporary change, but it doesn’t change how the shoulder functions.
Dynamic Spirals
The spiral is a fitting image for the process of Awareness Through Movement. You revisit some actions and questions many times. But each time, you’re in a different physical, mental, or emotional place so you find something different: a connection or a sensation you hadn’t noticed before. I hear evidence of the spiral when someone says, “Today for the first time, I….” what follows is usually a word like “felt,” “understood,” “found.”
how to notice
When you tune into the sensations and qualities of what you’re doing instead of just following instructions, you catch things as soon as they feel off and you can adjust how you move. You’re able to sense what is safe for you and what isn’t. You know when you’re approaching your limits and you stop before you reach them, thus avoiding injury. And you’re able to reproduce the results you get in class on your own time, thereby building your sense of agency.
Something is given
…if one looks long enough at almost anything, looks with absolute attention at a flower, a stone, the bark of a tree, grass, snow, a cloud, something like a revelation takes place. Something is “given”…
with a soft attitude
I find this comment by painter Agnes Martin so Feldenkraisy and so moving. This is from the documentary, With My Back to the World, on Kanopy, but there are also plenty of interviews on youtube if you’re interested in learning more about her.
too complicated to be a noun
“Art is…always on its way, too complicated to be a noun and ineffectively contained in form.”We, too, are always on our way. With no ‘ending’ to our learning. Our bodies (and feelings!) change from one day—sometimes one moment—to the next, preventing any tidy arrival at a perfect understanding or perfect and permanent comfort.
Time is alive
Jay Griffiths’ A Sideways Look at Time is full of poetic examples the world over in which time is animate and “characterized rather than counted.” There are places where early evening is considered “cattle-dust-time,” and where January and November are known as the months of “Snow Crust” and “Slender Wind” respectively.